考研心路:從頭再來
[摘要] 回到北京不久,在自習室學習的久違而又熟悉的寂寞中,在過去和現在的情感模糊而又真實的波動中,在曾經是主人而如今是過客的感慨與失落中,在對未來的迷茫與不安中,深夜一次次等待收音機中劉歡《從頭再來》的響起。某天夜里,忽然就拿筆寫下了這些。

回到北京不久,在自習室學習的久違而又熟悉的寂寞中,在過去和現在的情感模糊而又真實的波動中,在曾經是主人而如今是過客的感慨與失落中,在對未來的迷茫與不安中,深夜一次次等待收音機中劉歡《從頭再來》的響起。某天夜里,忽然就拿筆寫下了這些。
昨夜多少故事
都已經飄散在風里
一年奔波 再回故地
怎尋覓舊日影跡
明天縈繞夢里
卻不再無助的哭泣
經過風霜 學會堅強
我不怕有任何風雨
茫茫人海之中
由我奔波的影子
有苦有淚 都咽下去
夜深才面對孤寂
我只是小小砂粒
卻總想不迷失自己
窗外雖是 沉沉夜色
太陽明天還會升起
燈如?!∪税苍?/p>
紛繁之中尋找真愛
世事無奈 夢想還在
放下過去從頭再來
So many romances we had had
Has disappeared in the flowing wind
Tired with the long journey
I come back here
But
How can I find our past?
What will my future be?
It always haunts my dream
But I will never weep hopelessly again
For I have become firm in the past storms
And
I no longer fear any fate
Hither and thither, the throng flows
Striving for future, I am merged in the crowds
I endure anything
However painful it may be
But I fear the loneliness
When the night comes to me
I am as trivial as a grain of sand
But I want to be what I should be
Though it is all dark outside the window
The sun will always rise up with a brand-new day
In the innumerable lamps
I cannot see your face
I will have found you forever
No matter where you will be
I have to face up to the reality
Cherishing a dream in my heart
Let bygones be bygones
Restart from scratch.